Ugh. Alright it's about time I update.
I actually have something to talk about. Well, to be precise, three things.
1) Some drama
2) Bitches
3) Homecoming.

First, I'm in a point in life that I haven't been in for awhile. All time I think about dark things, and cry constantly. I can be happy one second, and then frightened the next. It's crazy and out of control. There are people I can talk to, but that just doesn't seem to be enough. I want it all to end. RIGHT. NOW. I want him to go away; I want the pain to go away; I want the memories to go away.

Second, I'm really sick and tired of bitches. Shut the fuck up with your pointless prattle and do something. If you really think you're tough shit, fucking fight me then. Start a fight. Beat me until I lose consciousness because I'm tired of being threatened and 'warned'. And no, this doesn't revolve around anyone who goes to school with me, so don't bother asking.

And lastly, homecoming was great. When I first arrived, most of the 9th grade class greeted me and my dates. Then, we sat around, took pictures and chatted for at least thirty minutes. And finally, we started to dance. Ignoring all the pointless bullshit around me, I let loose. I danced like a total slut (which is fun!! xD) and even tried to jerk, which I failed at. I slow danced with my lovely girlfriend, who looked like she was having fun. But all good things come to an end. Around eleven, a song came on. At first, I didn't realize what the song was. And then 'BOOM' memories dropped on me. I bolted off that dance floor, and cried silently at the table. Gosh, my emo tendencies started up and I roughly began to scratch at my cuts. When one started to bleed, my dates started to head to the bathroom. I followed, and washed it. Now...from what I saw.....I THINK my girl saw the cuts which made me feel ashamed and ran the fuck out of there.

The rest of the night, I was quiet and sat down. There was no point. And when I went home, I was greeted by my worst nightmare. After that, I woke up to today. And that was that.

So...yeah....I have a lot on my plate. A lot of thoughts, a lot of plans to make. In fact, I should get going. So, I'll talk to you guys later.